It has been a long time since I have read your thread, forgot you moved here. Good thing is you are starting to move out of limbo land, and that is good. Yes you tried your best to save your M, but it did not matter how hard you tried it was going to come to an end. For me anyway I saw it early enough and just let it die. Heck it was already dead. I am sad to see that things are heading for a D for you, but happy to see that a resolution is in sight for you. Just do what you have to do and move forward with your life. Ciao for now!