Okay, I think I might have done a little backsliding tonight. H called me about 5:00 and asked if I had anything planned for tonight. I said no, what's up? He said I need to come over so we can sign our tax return. I said okay that will be fine, do you want to eat with us? He said okay. I cooked lasagna so it still had about 30 mins left when he got here so I told him he could go watch tv if he wanted. I went in there and we talked a bit. Youngest D was gone to the movies and oldest D was in the shower. Dinner went okay. He was a little quiet, but not rude or distant. I had to initiate conversation. Afterwards he went and talked to D while I cleaned kitchen. I tried to give them time together. When I got finished I went in the den. He came in there later and stood behind the sofa I was sitting on and talked to me. He said he was going to leave and go take a shower and go to bed. I said you can stay here if you would like in a very level voice. He said I don't have any clothes. I said you have the ones I washed Sat. He didn't reply and I didn't say anything else. He thanked me for dinner and left. I hope I didn't come off needy. I didn't beg or plead, but it wasn't very good DBing.




Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.
-- Bernice Johnson Reagon