Today is one of those days when I just want to give up. No matter what I do, I feel that H will never say goodbye to OW. She calls him at least twice a day. I am tired of competing and being so nice. Tired of all the lies. Tired of trying, tired of worrying, tired tired tired. Tired of trying to make someone love me who should already love me, but instead is loving this other person,(this fool - OW) who has already ruined our R and probably would never last the 17 years we have.
I'm just venting and this is the way I feel today. I probably will feel totally different tomorrow. UgggHHHHHHH!
