Kansha I was reading your thread. Isn't that what all the MLCers want is for us to do there dirty work. I have left the MLC board for a while. I don't know how long. I am about ready to spread my wings. Don't really know what direction I want to go in at this time. I know I can not live with my husband even if he were to come back. I thought of just filing for the divorce for myself. I am just not sure which way to turn right now. I am sure we will end up in divorce. He said he would file the week after Christmas. He hasn't yet. I saw him Saturday, pass down our road. I waved at him like he was a neighbor. I left before he got back to the house. I don't think I like him too much anymore. He said Christmas Day, he hasn't loved me in 30 years. He thinks of me as a sister. I just don't belong on the MLC board right now. Actually I don't know where I belong. I only posted to you, because I remember you from way back when. Hope you decide what you want and get it. I guess that is something we have to decide. I really am not sure I could ever feel the way I did about my husband, years ago. This is a horrid thing that has happened in our lives. Take Care God Bless Pam
