You have both been so helpful and always offer really good advice, it always makes me feel better to hear from you both.
Things have recently progressed on the inimacy side of things. Yesterday morning i actually got a little kiss on the lips and when i went to hug him goodnight, well, lets just say one thing led to another!!!!!!! I am not sure how to feel about it, obviously, i am totally thrilled that we have ML but at the same time i am unsure what his feelings are. What if i wasn't as good as OW or he only did it to see if he could find some feelings for me?! I know i am probably just being irrational, i suppose i am scared that he might not ever feel the same way about me again.
He is still sleeping in the spare room, which i think is probably a good thing for now. In a way it makes it feel as if we really are starting again. It was odd to have ML then say goodnight and go up to separate rooms. A bit like when we were first dating and would go home to our separate houses at the end of the evening.
I hope you guys are happy and everythings is going well for you.
