Wow!!! OK I'm still upset about tonight with H but WOW!!! I've just been checking out other forums and I've made it into the recent inspirational stories one!!!!
That feels so amazing. I can remember when I first came to this site in floods of tears and read the posts on there to try to give myself some hope and focus and to believe that it really can happen and now I'm on there. I think I am going to wake H up and kiss him and tell him I'm sorry for how tonight turned out.