Hello again. Thanks to all who posted and asked about me. It really means so much to me. My health is good; I still have to undergo an operation at some point but it is not an urgent, life-threatening matter, thank God (and I did!). So I am blessed in at least that department! Just keeping busy and trying to move as much ahead as I can, that's about it. A few days ago for some reason I heard a song on the radio, I think it was called You Deserve Much Better Than Me, and I started crying thinking about what H has told me in recent months along these lines. Ugh. Sometimes I still cannot believe all this happened to our marriage. I was so sure we'd be together for the rest of our lives. Well, now I know you can't be sure of anything.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
