TL, what happened? How did your plan go awry? I had thought your interactions were going well, and you spent a lot of time together having fun. Did your inner dialogue spill out into your reality?
Trust me, I understand the whole attention-from-others appeal. I watch it happen on this board sometimes, and just b/c the other did it first doesn't make it okay for you. But you know that.
Thinking of you. {{{TL}}}
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3