2nd Time Learning IV

[IWB]

Thanks for replying guys. I respect you both very much.

Poohbear, I have prayed and prayed about whether I should move out or not. Also, my W can go if she wants. I would tell her how I feel, but I would let her go. She just has not, although she likes to make things difficult for me here. I am not sure if that is so much her condition, or whether she is trying to make me want to feel bad.

I always receive the same answer each time I think about leaving. I feel I am supposed to stay here and support my family, even though it may be difficult. Especially my youngest daughter who I feel needs my example, love and protection from what is going on. Obedience is learned through suffering. And yes, I need to surrender and let God take control. I have done this in so many ways.