I've not posted in a very long time because things are good with me and my h, but why is it that I feel that our marriage is so temporary? Why do I, after 2 years of piecing, do I find myself still wondering if I did the right thing? We just returned from a 2 week vacation which was great, but I still found myself thinking the whole time about selling our house, our things and bailing. My h is very loving and we are the best of friends, so why do still have these thoughts? Normal? Do I keep on taking one day at time as I have been for the last two years? It's so hard to live this way. Is this my life? I realize the only person who can change this is me but I'm unsure of how I should change it. Can anyone relate to why I still am so uneasy after all this time?
