Looking Up

[Heywyre]

Wise, wise COG - how right you are. It is MY weakness and I have to remember that and try not to project my weaknesses on H.

What we must go through to save a M that was destroyed by someone else. And, yes, who said life was fair (I can't tell you how many times my mother said "life isn't fair, get used to it") I guess its time for me to accept that.

Controlling eh? Hmmmm I will have to think about that one for a while. I know it is an "issue" with H and I think a lot of our problems stem from mistrust from both sides. He sees my need for honesty and openness as controlling him, which I have absolutely no desire to do. I just want to be in a loving, sharing relationship - is that so much to ask for (obviously it is). When I ask him about something, automatically his guard goes up and he thinks I am questioning him. He says this is how he's always been - I find that a little much to swallow as he seems to forget I knew him before he turned into the alien he is now

But I will heed your advice and see how things progress in the next little while. Oh woe is me, having to conceed, once again