I do have Easter plans, thanks. My family keeps me busy with a lot of things going on. I am unsure of how to handle the fact that H's birthday is this week. I have bought/sent nothing. I do not even know if I should acknowledge the day at all. At Christmas he didn't even open the package I sent. I feel that it is so unfair that he can't offer me anything in terms of words. If he wants me to move on with my life you'd think he'd help me a little bit by explaining whatever he's capable of doing at this point. We do not talk as much as you may think. I never, ever call him. And he rarely calls me, except for last week, which was the first time in a while.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
