I'm still here. Just trying to stay busy with life. I honestly don't have much to report on regarding H. I do not understand where he's at.
He called last week and wanted to talk about what a great job he was doing in training. I listened. I could tell he was really happy with how his day had gone. I guess he needed to talk to someone about it?
But then yesterday when I asked again when the taxes would be completed he wrote me and answered my question, with the comment that next year he's filing by himself. And his reasoning was because he pays so much more in than I do, therefore he deserves to get more back.
I do not see us back together. I had hope earlier this year, but I don't anymore. And in fact, I have asked him to please explain to me somehow what has happened to him just so I can have some closure, but he will not reply. I told him he could email me if he didn't want to talk about it on the phone; nothing.
That's where things are at.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
