Went away for weekend with S1....made a point of texting H goodnight before going to bed (he was at our marital home as he was working night shift)..his responses seemed good; "babe" and kisses etc. Called and spoke to him on Sat... he wanted to know if our friends' H was out with us, seemed interested in what we were doing.
BUT got home last night...no call to see if we landed safely....I called him 4 times between 10pm and midnight and it kept going to voicemail (he is always with OW Sun and Mon) then called him again today....voicemail. He is totally ignoring my calls because he is with her. Doesn't he even care that our plane didn't crash? I have his toddler son with me and being with that wh*** of a homewrecker is more important than answering my call...I could be calling to tell him that S was in hospital. I have been so down last night and today....I am seriously considering just ending this marriage so I can move on. This pain is just too much for me.
Do others go through this? I just feel that H is stringing me along until he gets his ducks in a row and then can simply transition out of my life.
I thought we were improving.....now this. He's just going to turn up on my doorstep tomorrow ready to look after S1 while I go to work, like nothing ever happened but I just don't even want to see him. Feel like taking S1 to someone else to look after while I to to work .....
I just feel so low again.
Me 36 ring on H 41 ring off S2 Together since 1992 Married: 2000 Bomb Aug 06 H moved out Oct 06 (and straight in with OW)
