Making the leap - Hopefully wount Jinx it!

[limbo]

For some reason, that's exactly what he does expect, I really think he feels that I should be trusting him! I am not sure if he is kidding himself, or just can't except what he has done and doesn't want to face the fall out!
I do take was he says seriously, but then I also wonder if he threw that out there cause he knows I will back off! Its so very hard to trust any of his words or actions! I think this is why I struggle so much.
I did mention marriage counselling, he wasn't very enthused but did say he will go, I do plan this week to make an appointment with someone and let him know and see what happens.