Thanks, HB. It's so nice to hear how your experience has been.
I'm starting to have another bad day today. Am in tears again... Have a counseling session at 11, so that will be good.
Am just feeling like I'm done with feeling this way and don't want to do this anymore. I feel empty inside and sick to my stomach...
H called a little while ago. He is going golfing today and forgot his golf shoes at our office. He was at our house when he called and asked if I was too busy to bring them to him. (Our office is the opposite way from the golf course.) I told him I was busy, so he said no problem, that he'd come up to get them himself. Then I just got angry (I didn't say anything to him, but when I got off the phone). I'm thinking, "you have some nerve." He brings his bag up to the office from our trip to his parents and has his golf shoes in it, hasn't come back home since and now wants me to bring those golf shoes to him. I know it sounds stupid, but it just made me mad... I'm still mad. Then he calls me back and asks if I can please do him a favor and print out the directions to the golf course for him... Ugh...
I just have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that I'm done hurting - done with the pain. But then I think about all of the DBing things that I can still do. I just don't know if I want to do them with him by my side or somehow find a way to separate more from him and get some space to better myself without him around so much, but I don't know how to do that with the business. Help, guys. This has been a bad couple of days in a row now. I just feel done.... HELP!!!
