New To Piecing III

[COG]

AmyC,

Thanks, I had a strong feeling that you were the one I needed to hear from.

It's so distressing because you have done so much...and to watch her (through your posts) with her false sense of entitlement, her pride and her selfishness, appearing to look down her nose at you is hard for someone like me, that you have helped so much, to see.

Yep, I hear ya. It's hard for me too sometimes, but I'm kickin butt right now. May need to vent from time to time, but life is really good overall. AND, there's still movement, albeit at a snails pace. Lately she's been asking my advice on certain things, and asking for help. It is so much more peaceful when I'm not trying to pursue her. I don't think it's time for that yet. I actually cleaned a toilet the other night. That's a first.

One day, in frustration at hearing the "same thing" I said outloud "what is it with all this 'Joseph stuff' Lord!?"

He's one of my heroe's, we've had many convo's. Just think of the grief that man went through. He was called, he could have run, but he stood.

So I could tell you that yes, you ARE on the right track.
And yes, you ARE busting the gates of hell wide open with your unyielding stand.
And yes, in time, you will be justified, understood and blessed.

Amen my sister. You've got that right, AND I'm having fun doing it!

...When that woman stood up to leave the hot tub.....did you actually see the long red tail????

Hee, hee, hee, actually no, I got the hell out of that hot tub before she did.

If there's any question about my state of mind, or level of pain right now just read my last few post's. Not my "venting" post's the other post's. My heart and mind are in very GOOD places right now and it only took ME 6 years to get my act together.

Thanks AmyC,

Love,

COG