My question is how do we keep the faith? How do we know what we are doing is the right thing? I am now not sure of my feelings, I don't know if this is just a stage that we go through after all the hurt, or whether something has just gone. I am sticking it out for now, but its hard, I think I have detached from him feeling wise, and just dealing with my own issues, and how they are making me feel. I just don't seem to be getting better with the trust issue, its getting worse and I am not sure why! I just want to feel safe, and as happy as I can be in my life
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!