My question is how do we keep the faith? How do we know what we are doing is the right thing?
I am now not sure of my feelings, I don't know if this is just a stage that we go through after all the hurt, or whether something has just gone.
I am sticking it out for now, but its hard, I think I have detached from him feeling wise, and just dealing with my own issues, and how they are making me feel.
I just don't seem to be getting better with the trust issue, its getting worse and I am not sure why!
I just want to feel safe, and as happy as I can be in my life


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda