ISLH,

Thank you for the kind words.
I was a little bummed out about an hour ago. I to call the exW to find out what time my D was coming over and I asked her if she wanted me to call her when she was in bed. She said no, what was she going to say to her if she woke up and saw her there. I started falling into old pattern of trying to convince her it was ok until she finally told me a very firm NO!.

She dropped my D off and came in for a few minutes going over a school project she has to do. She was very friendly and even grabbed my face while she was saying good bye with a big smile. I guess she was flirting a little. I made a comment about how sexy she looks as she was walking out to her car. She just turned around with a big smile and said thanks for noticing.

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While I am now being served with D papers and it will be final within a few short weeks (as my H and I have been LS for over a year), I will not lose hope


I am sorry to hear that, but remember not matter what happens you will be fine even if he doesn't come back. I have read your posts and you sound like you have your act together.
Life does get easier after the D, and as each day passes you heal some more.

Your in my thoughts and prayers