Is it bad and does it say more about me our about my XH when....

I think about him and I wonder who else will really want him? He isn't the most handsome man around. He is cute in his own way, but he is 28 and balding. He isn't fit. He smokes like a chimney (something he started up again after he left me). He spends all of his time with a 57 year old woman. He likes to sit at home and rather than watch tv will "play" on the computer. EIther just looking random things up, or playing computer games (He hooked his computer up to his TV so he can use the huge Tv as his monitor.) He lays down on a futon and was happiest here when we had a queen size mattress in our living room for him to lay on. He MUST be laying down when on a couch preferably with his feet on your lap. SPeaking of his feet their are likes hooves of a horse. They are so rough and "nasty" they he ruined a set of silk sheets b/c his feet snagged them. He HATES to go to movies and has VERY little patience for watching movies. He watchs a VERY OLD SciFi shows as he is falling asleep every night and he listens to it VERY loudly. He SNORES VERY LOUDLY!!! He is always moving as he is trying to fall asleep. He is a "night mouth breather". He isn't a cuddler as you fall asleep. His back rubs stink at best. He rarely calls back when he says he will. Things need to run on HIS timeline and not yours. He doesn't like to go out to dinner and have to wait ANY longer than 10 mins.

So my question is... is it sad for him that he has all these flaws that really don't make him that attractive to the opposite sex? Or is to a pathetic statement about me, that despite all of the "flaws" that I still love him to pieces and would take him back in an instant?

I guess I am just a sucker for the nerdy needy guys! \:\) And as much as his snoring drove me up a wall.. I miss it. I miss him.