I am on ADs--just went off the tranqs for sleeping, but not the ADs. I am still forcing myself to eat, but that is getting better.
I will get straight to the point here, as I'm tired and want to go to bed.
I am not as sad anymore, but I am ANGRY. Oh boy, am I angry. I don't want to share details, since we will be starting legal procedures, but I will say that H's true colours are coming out now, and it isn't pretty. One thing DB has taught me, though, is how to keep my mouth shut and smile even when I want to strangle him. I think this will serve me well in any legal discussions.
The good news is that this has snapped me right out of my "boo hoo, I still love him" state. I will be asking for a D.
No, my friends, I am not DBing anymore. At least, not to get my M back. I don't want to be M to this "man." I am DBing to make our D as painless as possible for me and the kids.
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
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