Its over...she filed part 2

[ImprovedRomeo]

You're right but I'm also tired of avoiding what I want. Why should I? Specially at this point when the divorce is in full swing. What am I going to wait for? Isn't it fair that she opens her eyes and sees things from my perspective too? Isn't it fair that I tell her myself how I really feel about her rather than what she wants to believe.

I'm just exhausted from trying to do the best I can and walking on egg shells worrying about what to say to her or how to act around her. For once I want to just let it all out, even if it's needy and loving things I say. She's divorcing me already, will she have me arrested and put away for telling her I miss her like crazy?

I think it's lame of me to send it to her because it'll make her even bolder and think I'm pathetic "i got him in my back pocket even as I divorce him he's thinking about being in love with me" but there's a chance that she might think "no one's ever loved me this much maybe it's time to reconsider"