Hi L and Rainbowlove!

I have great news!!! G-O-A-LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!

This now means that all of my goals have been met and my M is now a 10 on my original scale. I feel like I'm on honeymoon it is fantastic.

You were so right though L. Although I feel much, much better I still feel insecure. I'm hoping this will settle down at some point.

I'm thinking of getting some new makeup too that always makes me feel good. Hope you feel good after your haircut. Thank you so much for praying for me - it obviously worked! I am returning the favour hoping your H starts saying the things you need to hear.

I was only thinking last week we ought to swop some more recipes it was fun knowing we were cooking things the same when we live so far appart! I'll think of something for you. I know everyone says the way to a man's heart is through his stomach but I think you're right about the other way !!

Don't do too much house cleaning - remember to enjoy yourself!

Rainbow I love the way you explain things in little stories. They make so much more sense I think you'll be a great R therapist. Yes I knew exactly who the girl was and what the wall was thank you - it made me chuckle. As you will have read above the wall knocked itself down while I wasn't looking!! The garden is absolutely wonderful without that wall in the middle of it! Now any advice on the insecurity thing??? I'm sure you'll say it will just take time but is there anything to be done to help ease it I wonder?

Thank you both so much for helping me through this all the time you are both amazing friends.

I'm hoping for a great weekend hope you both have one too.


M-43 H-42
S-11 D-7
T-19 yrs
M-15 yrs
Bombshell 9/17/15
Sep - 11/9/15