It's so distressing because you have done so much...and to watch her (through your posts) with her false sense of entitlement, her pride and her selfishness, appearing to look down her nose at you is hard for someone like me, that you have helped so much, to see.
I have trouble with the fact that in 6 years, she has shown so little willingness to look at herself honestly, to seek a doctors opinion for her supposed lack of a sex-drive and to show such a lack of appreciation for your efforts. But not only yours, COG. She has no regard for the work the Lord has done in her husband!
Where is the gratitude to Him!?
It all just infuriates me on your behalf.
But I have been thinking back to our very first correspondence with one another on this site. It had to have been more than a year ago. I asked you if "COG" meant Child of God. You never answered me directly but in time, I knew.
And tonight, I am reminded as I think of Joseph, that for the last couple of weeks in the car on the radio I have been hearing a particular preacher talk about Joseph. One day, in frustration at hearing the "same thing" I said outloud "what is it with all this 'Joseph stuff' Lord!?"
I did not know til now but it was so I could answer you tonight. So I could tell you that yes, you ARE on the right track. And yes, you ARE busting the gates of hell wide open with your unyielding stand. And yes, in time, you will be justified, understood and blessed.
"Blessed are the merciful. For they shall obtain mercy".
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Now there is just one more thing I am compelled to ask and it's concerning that hot tub incident...
...When that woman stood up to leave the hot tub.....did you actually see the long red tail????
