You are doing GREAT. You inspire me - you insipre us all.
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I'm crying a lot, though.
Crying is good for the soul. I am crying with you.
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He agreed with such seeming delight that I was really hurt.
That is the hard part - letting them go and seeing that they appear to be so, so happy. But if we love them and they are happy then should WE not be happy???
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This is so much harder than I ever thought it would be. I just want to go to sleep and wake up when it's all over, when all my feelings are gone. I wish I didn't care.
Same here. If only I could get a good night sleep!
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That's actually where I want to get to--the point that I just don't care.
The hardest part of all. Letting go with love and forgiveness. We will ALWAYS care nicola. Always. And HE cannot take that away.