Thanks again! My family will come up for Easter. Something to look forward to! And I know my family will always love me. And I know my belief that they are disappointed in me is just in my head.
I just have the daughter guilt, of you all spent all this money on my wedding and I could not even make it last five years. I just put too much blame on myself. In my heart of hearts I know that nothing I did caused this. His problems started long ago. I had just hoped that they would resolve with time and love. I just got stuck in his "self fulfilling prophecy".
I just can't say it enough. I just want him to be happy. I just want him to feel loved.
