I passed wind whenever I wanted wherever without a care, in fact I even held her under the covers one time laughing while I gassed her.
If a Dutch Oven is grounds for a divorce , then I think I'm in big trouble!!!!!!!
Sorry, I couldn't pass up the opportunity at levity.
All in all COG, it seems to me that you have a good attitude and your heart is in the right place, but I think I see you putting way too much of this on yourself. Just my .02 worth.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
