I need to note that I have a great life. I live in one of the most beautiful area's in the WORLD. I have a great career, four awesome kid's and a huge extended family. COG is generally a VERY grateful and fulfilled person. I love life! Sure there's that little problem with the W, but it's minor compared to the fun that I have LIVING! Trust me, I am out of the dark depression, I am loving life again. I've got the boat ready and I'm meeting up with some old college bud's to do some fishin next weekend. It does'nt get any better than that.
Whatever happens in the M is going to happen. I'll accept it either way. I'm easy, and tired of fighting reality. I choose to accept reality, and have fun anyway. I'd like to have a little sex once in awhile, but it's not worth the price of admission. Me and Rosy will do just fine.
Honestly, I enjoy living with my W. She takes care of everything. Woman goes nonstop, 90 MPH, and gets stuff done. I need to learn to just get out of the way.
It may sound like I'm trying to justify my existence but I'm really being very honest about things. If I demand, push for sex, there are negative repercussions, so I need to stay out of that cheeseless tunnel for now. So what? I'm going fishing!
One thing is for sure, I'll know beyond a shadow of a doubt if and when it's time to quit. I'll know it without any doubt!
God Bless,
COG
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