This is my lesson for today: STOP FIGHTING IT! Just stop.
Instead, get out and do something. Everyday, when the thoughts overwhelm you, do something that will physically exhaust you. I did yoga last night and was totally and utterly pooped. And this "stop fighting it" lesson is a hard one to get.
But think of it this way. Will harping over it, moaning over it, getting depressed over it solve anything? If it will please tell me so that we can ALL start harping, moaning and wallowing in our sorrow...if we collectively do it, maybe we'll get somewhere? Sorry for the sarcasm, but just DO SOMETHING instead of thinking and dwelling and fighting the issue ok.
Imagine a little girl trying to bring down a wall, a big tall wall with a little pocket knife. Close your eyes and imagine. Ok, got that image, now see a tree behind her and on that tree are 2 crows sitting there going, "One carcass of a rat says she's NOT going to bring down that wall!" The other one says, "Umm...maybe she will, look she's gotten some stone chips to fall away!" Any guesses who the little girl is and what the wall is?
So stop! Instead the little girl should just step away from the wall, put down her silly penknife and just go play in the meadows and skip around in the garden and just have loads of fun....make new friends, discover new hobbies and one day she'll return to the wall and it won't be there.
I love you Inbliss....
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