Hi all,
I know it's been forever since I've been around and I apologize for that. I hear that Simon and Jack have been missing me??? Wow, does that make me feel good!!!

First of all, let me say that H is still out in the fog but I think it may be clearing a bit. We still have minor contact: email, phone, and some family/friend get-togethers. For that I am thankful, yes still baby steps but at least it's forward.

I've had a birthday while I've been out of pocket, yes H did call me. He did not acknowledge our 27th wedding anniversary but I sent him flowers and he liked it! We've also had a couple of family outings that he has attended and seemed quite relaxed and chatty with everyone.

We went to dinner a couple of weeks ago and had THE talk again (it's been over a year since our last one). He opened up some, did not get too defensive, but still appears to be in limbo. He has seen 2 co-workers file and get divorced this past year and it has has made an impact on him.

All in all, he's still a part of my life and hasn't given me the impression that he wants out. I still pray for him everyday that God will soften his heart enuf so that he wakes up and wants to come home. Oh yeah, I almost forgot....I got baptized last Sunday! Yahoo!! My relationship w/H is on hold right now but my relationship with God is blooming. \:\)

One more thing: I got an email from The One a few days ago and he is still hanging in there. He is looking for another job but he and the kids are okay. He said to tell everyone hello and that he misses the BB.

Note to Simon: yes, the IPOD is still giving me fits and no, I still have no music loaded on it. LOL
Hugs to all!
Soonergal

When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot.