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But how do I not feel disappointed and somewhat scared?


This is natural and it will take a lot of time to get past your insecurities.

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How do I give him these things when I feel so afraid that he isn't being honest with me?


Have you told him that you are scaredand want to trust him...That you are trying to do just that but it is hard because of what you both have done to ruin the old M?


Ben 32
STBXW 29
3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months)
Status: Fighting for the Kids.

"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."