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I am trying to calm myself down. I feel like I have swallowed 100 butterflies. I have done many things today none of them very productive for any one but me~
I took a bath.
I put on makeup.
I played dress up.
I have been watching the style network.
I have been snacking on dry crackers cause ... I ate tomato soup and a bagel earlier and I feel like I am going to get sick... EEEWWWW. I normally am not this " HIGH MANTAINNANCE"
but today it feels good to just do nothing but spoil me......
(((I do have some paperwork to do for our Business but I will do it later... I deserve to still be in my Pajamas at 2 pm once a year! )
My room looks immaculate and it is ready for focusing on "US"
When my H left 2 months ago it was a lot too lived in! So yesterday I put the finishing touches on it.... I finished organizing it. This partly distracted me too,, I know it being organized frees my mind up even more.
My h called this morning and he said he would be home soon.
I am nervous but I think I can do this..... I am soo excited to see him.
I am looking forward to seeing him and I hope to embrace this time together and not forget how much I missed him when he arrives and the luxury of sleeping next to him gets familiar again. I want to keep it new for awhile and make him feel really wanted.. and this is going to be the real test for me not to get lazy/comfortable and keep doing something to keep him feeling loved.
Lots to think about and lots to do.... I think I will take a nap now... I feel overwhelmed... But blessed, really truly blessed. \:\)
GOD bless..