NOP, I have no intention of seeing this guy or dumping bf right now. BF and I have alot to discuss. He takes me totally for granted and I allow it. It was one of those nights that could happen to anyone in the same sitch. I absolutely miss affection in my life. I have never cheated on anyone and have no intention of starting now...I feel guilty for having kissed him. But it made me feel wanted for sure. I understand your statements completely. BF and I probably won't make it for many reasons, but I will break it off before I do anything hurtful or deceitful...
