New To Piecing III

[COG]

I had some venting to do yesterday, but I'm doing much better today. I'm going to be ME, stay above the crap. I'm not going back into the dark hole of depression, rejection, insecurity, blah blah blah. No way Jose! I'm gonna keep growing, learning, experiencing and rejoicing. My W can live with whatever burden she decides she wants to carry and that's not my problem to fix. I love her, I adore her, I think she's beautiful, but I'm not going to die for her anymore. I'm stayin UP BABY! I've got a life! I'm choosing to ignore her doom and gloom times, and keep on living my joyful life to it's fullest.

I'll keep on being freindly, coaxing deeper, listening, and supporting, no matter what HER attitude is at the time. I'll stop pursuing sex again, yikes! This thing will just play itself out some day, and I'll be on top no matter which way it goes( no pun intended you sex maniacs).

I trust God, and we're very close companions. His voice is becoming more and more clear. But there are other voices in my head too, and they're not God's. I'm getting better at listening, and figuring out who it actually is that's trying to direct me at a given time. There's a bit of a crowd in there sometimes.

Well God Bless you all and thanks for your support and friendship. Some day we all ought to leave our S's at home and meet up somewhere for a raging get together! I vote for VEGAS!

Love,

COG