Hello! Thank you. I have been trying to stay positive and change my attitude. I really am a pretty happy person in general and I dont like sounding negative!
Anyway, I have been doing a lot of things with my kids and feeling good about my new attitude. I know he notices and he seems happy about it too. Things were really good for about a week. Its been over a week now that we have acted like total roommates again. I am sure when I act needy that its not very attractive so I am not but when I am happy and not talking/asking for anything, then it seems like he thinks everything is so good that he doesnt have to do anything. I dont want to have to ask for his affection everytime... There is alot going on and we havnt had much time together. A couple of days ago I tried to tell him in a DIFFERENT way. Instead of saying, I need or I want... I just said, it would be really great for me if we could spend a little time together and snuggle or watch tv on the couch, its been a few days. Nothing... my tank is on empty! I dont know what to say or do. I feel like a nag if I say anything. I told him long ago that I am easy, a hug or anything here or there, some kind of affection and I am good to go. How hard is that?
I am willing to make time and he knows that. Its like he only does something when its convenient for him or he has nothing else to do. The time is right when you make it right!! Right?
I start over thinking things... he is good to me so I shouldnt be feeling this way, there could be worse things but my language is touch so why do I feel bad for wanting that? I would do anything for him!
