Hey, what rainbow said is right on. Your H may be feeling down because he is unable to ML at the moment, and knows he is disappointing you. Tread carefully here, he is feeling just as fragile as you are now. And ML won't necessarily make everything A-Okay anyway. I am unsure still and we ML probably two or three times a week, sometimes. He says he is now committed to you and making things work out, so to me that is the important part, the ML is icing on the cake. So, be patient, and enjoy the cake and soon you will get to have some icing, too!!
L
P.S. When my H is off work, I don't come here either.
