Didn't have much time to talk today with H when he got home because he has to go to work again tonight and leaves at 11:30 so had to eat, get cleaned up etc. before getting some rest and he didn't get home until almost 3.
But he called to say he was almost home and he asked if I wanted to meet him over at the shop to see the Jeep (came in today) so I said yes. We met there and it looks pretty darn good so I am pleased and kinda excited about it - it will be some good together time (which has been sadly missing for a long, long time). I told him it will be nice to take it out for a run. He said "I thought you didn't want to be with me" - I replied "I never said that, I said things needed to change because I can't live like this anymore" He said, "I know"
We then grabbed something quick to eat and he told me he was sorry and that he had "better smarten up" and that he knows what he did was wrong. I told him to have a good relationship, we need friendship (which I know we have) and trust and friends don't lie to each other. He said he doesn't know why he does it but knows it has to change. He also agreed he would come to meet me on Mondays for lunch as he knows that is my worst day and if he wants to go for a drive or to the library he will do it on another day he might have off during the week. I said that I can't expect him to do that for the rest of his life and that I would eventually have to adjust. He said "yes, but for for the time being, I think its best". I thanked him for that and we agreed to take it one day at a time
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)
