So, I have been giving this some thought. Seems like H is determined to d me. Oh well. It is somewhat depressing but I have been trying to keep myself distracted. H is taking the kids to the movies tonight, no invite for me. So, I am going to get my hair done.
According to his mother, he is still sleeping out regularly. Must be nice, huh? Have your wife at home with your 3 kids while you go about life like a bachelor? Oh well. Guess that it does not matter one way or the other, eventually they will find eachother out.
Been feeling down at the prospect of this all going down like this but, what is one to do? I have been doing pretty well with distancing but I guess that I am down because MIL dragged me into the saga about his sleeping out and how he does nothing for her. I wanted to say,"JOIN THE FRICKING CLUB ! " but I bit my lip. Then the other day, she did the same thing about "Doing seven loads of your husband's wash." I did not bite my lip this time and said,"I would move home and stay too if someone was doing my wash>" It is when she says things that I get upset. She has been good to me but, I still just get this nagging feeling sometimes that she should slap the daylights out of her spoiled brat son and send him packing. Help him grow up instead of enabling.
Anywho, what is one to do ? just feeling a bit blah today after that interaction with you know who. And knowing that H could be involved with someone also hurts, I admit.
Guess that I should just try to push forward. Funny, everyone sees such good things for my future. I see nothing right now. I am trying to figure our how to buy a house but H has all but said that I will not get any money from him to do so.
Jsut wish that he was not so vindictive and angry.
