It is'nt comfortable yet, building passion, but like anything new it'll become second nature.
I think you are doing fantastic... it IS actually hard work and yes one day it will be second nature. I am so proud of you. Keep it up ( no pun intended..)I too have to keep working on me ... ignorance is bliss. But knowing all that we know~ Learning and growing as we do thru this~ I do believe~ makes the ML and the R that more passionate. Thanks for being there for me. And for all your Kindness and Wisdom. You and your Wife are still in my prayers~ Have a Fabulous Day~ God bless...