Thanks Alimari for reminding me... I would have done anything to just be out with him when I was seperated. He is trying... I sometimes just can't see through the smoke that is coming out of my ears because I get so angry. I must re-read the book and stay focused. Whew!
It is hard for me to see, though, how she is going to dig her own hole. All she does is boost his ego and he eats it up like candy. She does it so much it's sickening. Even if it is wrong for him, he would probably "jump in the lake" if she told him to because he is soooooo great. She is fun and more fun one. (Even though I know she is a nasty "helping heart"). I am responsibility and the ball and chain to him. How do I compete with this? He thinks she can do no wrong and is in "awe" of her as one person told me. He has been thinking this way of her for two years. I can't see it ever changing. Almost impossible. He feel so strongly for her. (gag gag gag). She calls him now at least 2 times a day and on weekends. And if he doesn't pick up and she leaves a message, he will always call her back. How will this lesson... I just don't know? I know I am thinking too much of her and not on myself. That is probably my problem, huh.
But thank you again for the "reminder to stay focused on my goals". You calmed me down and helped me see further down the road.
