I am trying hard not to hold my breath.....
BREATHE ------------------------>>> ALI BREATHE!
My H is going to be leaving Mexico today.. and he has called me 2 times already..... I miss him soooo much and yet today I am filled with anxiety. I am excited and nervous and this chocolate chip cookie ( I made ) tastes so good. Well I am inhaling it but yes it still tastes good. I took my kids to the YMCA yesterday and lifted wieghts for close to an hour and I just ate those calories in 45 seconds.... OH WELL!
So my house is more organized than it has ever been and I am in better shape than I have been in awhile and I still feel like a teenager with a HUGE CRUSH AND SWEATY PALMS YUCK! My heart is even racing some sheesh Ali calm yourslef down.... and I got my LOVELY "P" on Friday so I am hoping that by the time he arrives it is done..... now I really so sound like a teenager.....UUGGHH~


I think I need to breathe,, that will most likely help! he has been gone almost 2 months now,, and I missed him alot and now it seems like I took a deep breath and he is coming back already.
I hope my enthusiasm and my eagerness to see him shows when he arives,, cause I always seem to freeze up when he comes home after being away. And yes keep mental note he most likely has the dreaded tattoo..........
Thanks COG... this will surely help me not look like someone hit me over the head with a cast iron pan when he takes off his shirt!
I am going to go do something to keep me busy and put on some Corrine Bailey Rae and some Kirk Franklin and John Legend too to keep my sprits up ad then listen to some Latin music too. and hope fully catch my breath too. Is it really supposed to be so complicated? sheesh.... Thanks you all for being there for me.
God bless...