Good Heavens!!!! It's been 4 months since I posted!!!?

I hope some of the 'old timers' are still lurking, or no one here will remember me.

One month shy of D being final. No communication between him and I..but then there wasn't any through all of this. I try to remember that I don't know what life is like for him behind closed doors, so I shouldn't automatically think he's having the best time of his life with OW..but it's difficult, I'll be honest.

My life hasn't changed much. Tried going out with some girlfriends this weekend, but definitely not my cup of tea (bar scene). So, I will have to try different routes of interest as Karen suggested. But my work schedule makes that extremely difficult. 2nd shift most days, including weekends and some holidays, etc. Doesn't help with a social life to be sure.

I have no idea if sons' relationships with their father has improved, but I doubt it has much other than when they run into each other at bars (both boys DJ, and H and OW are in the bar alot) I wish I saw the boys more. But I also refuse to be the clingy mother. Not trying to be a martyr..just remembering how my MIL operated (snicker-snicker)

I hope with all my heart that old and new members are finding the help and support they need here and in their 'real' lives to deal with what they've been dealt in life. MLC ain't for sissies, that's for sure!! If you weren't strong before, you'll be strong by the time you're through this ordeal!

Love to you all

Women are angels. And when someone breaks our wings, we simply continue to fly...on a broomstick. We are flexible