I'm sorry for not posting to you before, it's not that I didn't read your posts, I was really in a hurry to get back with D, along with trying to focus on the things I need to do. Your posts are important to me, but as you probably realize, I am overwhelmed trying to catch all the fallout from this past weekend. You all are very special and your posts have brought much needed support to me.
Ellie,
As I read your post, I thought, dam, their life has all the exterior appearance of perfection, BUT, the internal, or spiritual life they lead, must be hell already. The anger and bitterness they hold on to in order to do the things they do, has to be destroying them from the inside out. Eventually, it wopn't be long before all those "nice" trappings that give the appearance of the good life, are gone too.
Batty,
I'm trying my best to get it all down. The problem with all my documentation wasn't witnessed by the proper authorities..... now, I'm learning, oh, and I forgot the threatening voicemails from last week too, that I have saved. I need to have them given to the proper authorities too. I'm going to keep on going until they are sick of hearing from me. Xh has it looking like I'm the one who is doing all of this, and now, I know how to at least get the documentation to prove it's not me, but getting it heard in court is going to be another story.
Thanks to you all.
D is resting already, she's worried, I can tell, but she is doing her best to be brave. This has been hard on both children. My S is out there, I know he has mixed feelings, although I know that SRS welfare check really got to him, and he's possibly seeing the other side of his Dad, as he begins to understand what I have been dealing with all along. I worry about the conflicts he might be feeling, what he might be thinking. He missed his tractor safety class last weekend, something he had been looking forward to. I wonder if he went quietly so he wouldn't cause me any greater stress... Imagine, waking up early so that you can call home, he feels he can't let his Dad see that he talks to me.... his Father has claimed that I'm the one who is using parental alienation to separate them from him, when I've only tried to foster a good relationship. I pray we can turn this around.
Good night, sweet dreams.... God Bless
Love,
Laughing
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
