Bizarre situation

[Kim07]

Geordie,,
So glad you're taking your frustrations out on me instead of him!

The one standing on higher ground wins,,anyway, yeah,,I wasn't paying attention when my H & I met,,maybe if I was I would of noticed all those things,,but then again I wouldn't have my beautiful children!!

H's b-day was today,,just got back from taking him out to dinner w/boys! Everything went great,,no arguments,,lots of laughing,,talking(but not re: R)! I got to ride in the new hummer, yeaee,,he dropped off boys & I at my house, I told boys to go inside & get ready for bed,,,THEN,,,

I looked at him, said I was sorry, he said for what,,I said for this & then I grabbed him and kissed him for about 30secs.,, then told him I had a great time,,happy b-day and don't work too hard tonight(he has to go back to the office)

He seemed to be enjoying it,,kissed me back,,I wanted sooo much to ask him if he wanted to come back after work & spend the night @my house(20mins away) BUT I didn't,,,my God I didn't think this would be so hard,,I want him so badly I can't stand it! He looked so good tonight I just wonder if hes' not working & going out on another date??

The thing is,,he leaves on a business trip to JeJu, Korea on Thursday, which i'm taking him to the airport for,,should I hug him or kiss him goodbye again???

I hate to say it but the only time we haven't had intimate relations for more than 5wks(where we are now) has been after giving birth to my boys(that was 6wks)!! Guess i'm not very patient!! Oey!!

Kim