H doesn't drink anymore but with diabetes and his blood sugars going up and down more then they should he can get rather irrational...and it drives me crazy...I have to bite my tongue...especially when he says it is me who is a mess and that the kids agree....we have two adult daughters that live with us and they don't want to take sides but clearly say their dad is crazy....
I don't want to be right...I just want to be treated right and respected...I don't think that is happening...he gets down right disrespectful to me and my 11 year old son patterns him at times...this really burns me because my daughters were never allowed to be disrespectful to me...
Well it sounds like you are holding on well...the ride is wild and I only wish the best for you...keep journaling...