D is eating, and I haven't caught her going into the bathroom after eating... it is stress related, I know it, and if we can get into a stable place, we could possibly avert more serious cycles. I'm watching for distancing moves, which could be a sign she's moving into a different level of this... I'm not sure if I've accurately described what I'm trying to explain, but I am watching for changes in her patterns, and so far, so good.
Snodderly,
Yes, xh and his wife are vindictive and evil, but I haven't made any aggressive movement towards xh, except to keep him at bay or at distance, or out of my life, as in not accepting his/the kids' Christmas present recently, unless, as he said in his email, my involvement with his wife's xh and mother. All I did was give them his (old) address and phone number to let them know where their kids were going.... so I don't understand the need to destroy me, although he is out to destroy me. He knows the only thing that could destroy me, would be to loose the kids. They may feel that I am the cause of her loosing her kids, so it's only fair that I loose mine.... As we both know, nothing but her own actions, their own actions created the life they have now.... as all the things he has accused me of have been lies, made up events, but then again, they do have to blame someone else, and haven't learned to take responsibility for the events.
I'm going to SRS on Monday with the email, so they can at least put it in their file. I will give them access to my email address so they can verify it's authenticity, then I'm going to the Sheriff's office to voice my complaint, and again a copy of the email to place along with the other Sheriff's report, then ask them to check talk to the police station to see what they actually have for/about me and this visitation.
Yes, the Sheriff department protects the county, and rural residents, the police protect the larger nearby town/county seat... I know this adds to my/the confusion, as I need to get everyone talking to each other to help bring this all together. Then I need to update the counselor, for he is trying to help me keep this all witnessed and dialoged..... oh yeah, then the Drs. office too.... I need a "wife" to help me keep this organized! I'm also going to let them all know when xh brought the SRS and their interview in at the last moment, sent D over the edge, for I had her feeling safe enough to go, but that last ditched effort on his behalf shattered everything I did up until that point.... I feel he knew what he was doing too....
Revenge? Nope, not me, I already see the two of them married to each other revenge enough. Oh, sure, she made it a point to hang her ring finger out the window and wiggle it around, as all I could do was laugh.... I thought, "I know what you are in for, and when you begin to see the signs of it happening to you, you'll look to me to support your claims, it will come around, it always does." The two of them will destroy each other when the time comes, I won't have to lift a finger, but I will enjoy the show.
D and I are looking towards the future, her 8th grade promotion and making plans for things we want to do. It's beautiful out, the sun is shining and it's 75 degrees... we are just enjoying the gifts of today.
Take care of you, God Bless
Love,
Laughing
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
