Nicola, you do a wonderful job putting words to feelings. I feel the same way in my life as you do and I am at the same point. It is difficult, so difficult. No, they are not monsters. And yes we still love. But if we are no longer right for them, and that says nothing against us b/c that is their decision, how can they be right for us?
We are moving forward nicola and that is what is important. Where it all will lead is anyone's guess. All we can do is to trust in something bigger than we are.
Last thing - don't feel that you have quit. You have done just the opposite.
