Hi R2, I've never posted to you, just read your latest post....I think, if I may give you some advice, that you should leave him be for a while, he really needs some space and you are pushing yourself on him with all your loving feelings. He can't breathe, and he needs to in order to sort stuff out. He also needs some time by himself to do that - he is telling you exactly that. It doens't mean that he will NEVER come back, or be friends or anything like that...he just needs some time out NOW....
I hope you find it in yourself to give him that, give him some space to breathe, you will see, once you stop pressuring he will initiate the contact, and if he does, don't jump on it....take it slow...loving but slow !!!!
Ok, I hope I haven't offended you in anyway....take care, go out and have some fun !!
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus