Thanks OTB Yes it does suck to know I have been giving her my whole check for 11 yrs and then end up with nothing. I know I should go home but then I think what do I have to go home too. Yes I have my children and they will need my support, but then I think if I finish out the year here in Iraq and put away me some money to start a new life so when I do complete my job here I can get me apartment. Do you think I should have a good talk with her about what I think needs to happen to stop the D and to let her know I dont want this D to happen. She says she knows that I Love her and thanks me for what I have given her and the kids over the last 11yrs.
