Valentines day massacre

[outtaluck]

Having a moment of anxiety here knowing she's out with "him" Not like I didn't know...just hits me here and there. Nice how she stops by and puts leftovers in fridge from restaurant they've been to. Just rub it in my face why don't you?

Heres a question: we still sleep together..in the same bed..should I hold her or should I just stay on my seperate side?...she doesn't seem to mind if I hold her, but she doesn't make any moves to hold me...mostly, there have been brief times when I move away she makes a move to bring me back.

Grasping at straws aren't I?